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"i wanna be an american boy": from bubblegum to sky
this feels weird, writing here again. but it has been a week and that's the amount of time i promised. i'm not going to attempt to catch you up on my life, since i've been writing it all down. the zine should be finished by next week. it's fully written now, it just needs to be put together and printed.
i couldn't sleep last night. sven came over around 1:30 and i taught him how to massage pro-style. i ended up falling in and out of sleep while he was massaging my tired legs. but before he left, i insisted we had a dance, so i blasted "hello kitten" by
hefner and we swung about until we were too tired and hot. after that, i was energetic for the rest of the evening. i tossed and turned in my sheets and played music and had nightmares in short intervals.
my life has just been so weird lately. scattered and confusing and overwhelming. too much on my mind. but through it all, i have somehow found peace. through coloring in coloring books, watching cartoons, dancing until my legs fall apart, and walking alone. perhaps i'm finally getting to the point where i can not let things bother me as much.
or maybe not.
but anyways. i am back.
Posted at April 6, 2002 11:21 AM
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i'm going to want a copy of this zine. glad you're back.
Posted by èla at April 6, 2002 12:14 PM
i'm glad that you're back. i was going to say, "i can't wait until you come back tomorrow" like yesterday. but i fell asleep. har. :( anyway, i'm glad that you're back. and i can't wait until your zine comes out. design that badboy. and don't forget to have fun. ;)
Posted by steph at April 6, 2002 03:56 PM
i'm very excited about this Sven-learning-how-to-massage thing. i'm definitely going to be reaping the benefits. muahaha. we should still have a "massage party" some time though, so that we can all benefit.
Posted by ellie at April 6, 2002 04:34 PM
woo-hoo! happy that you're back, summer. :)
Posted by sunshine at April 7, 2002 04:52 AM
welcome back, bubbie!
Posted by gina at April 7, 2002 01:27 PM
This is my comment.
Posted by lauren at April 7, 2002 02:13 PM
ooo... hello kitten. definitely my favorite hefner song. i thought i was the only one to instigate dance parties to that song.
Posted by rachel at April 10, 2002 11:35 PM
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